Monday, June 11, 2012

Don't Freak Out

Okay, so this post may have some of you seasoned writers rolling your eyes, but what's a blog if you can't talk about your personal journey in writing.

Being a newbie, I am having plenty of ups and downs along this writing path. Maybe seasoned veterans have them too, but some days I feel the effects of this roller-coaster ride way more than others.

So I'm having a small freak out. A mini one really. If I just let the common sense part of my brain talk for long enough, I can convince myself there is nothing to worry about, but the emotional part of my brain keeps over riding it.

May was an excellent month for me. I was doing school visits, heading up a blog tour and I recorded my highest monthly sales since I started in November last year. Awesome!!

This month however is starting with a very minor pop followed by an awkward fizzle. My sales are down (I know, I'm not even halfway through the month, but still!) and I'm just feeling a little slumpish.

Whenever I get like this, I always have to step back and analyze why I'm feeling the way I am. It's the curse of having parents who always made me talk about my feelings. In all honesty, I'm actually really grateful  my parents did that, because now I am able to get to the bottom of my slumpish moments.

 You see a slump in sales is not the end of the world, a little more time and effort spent promoting would probably see my sales start to climb again. I haven't been spending that much time on promotional stuff the last few weeks, because I am desperately trying to get the first draft of Betwixt finished so that I can get it into my editor's hands. Once that's done, I will be able to switch my attention back to marketing.

One awesome thing is that Forbidden Territory is due for release July 1st, so I'm about to kick into major promotional stuff with that. I have my fingers crossed that there will be a slight trickle down effect to my other books, but I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

SO - even though my emotions want to jump into the pool of depression, my analytical side won't let them, because there are plenty more months in the year, plenty more opportunities out there to sell my books and it's okay to switch off for a couple of weeks to pour some intense energy into writing.

That's how I feel.
If you're a writer, how do you feel during slumpy months?
How do you get on balancing marketing and writing?

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Friday, June 8, 2012

YA Indie Carnival - Round Robin

YA writers and bloggers unite each week to share their thoughts on what it's like going indie in today's publishing world.

This week the carni's decided to do something really fun. Over the last month we have been sharing the first paragraph or two of one of our books then sending it around each other to see what comes back. Each writer has added a new paragraph to the story turning it into something very different.

This was such a fun exercise. I can't wait to see what each of the stories have turned into and I'm also looking forward to reading the originals.

I used the first paragraph from Forbidden Territory (due for release July 1st). My story ended up being scarily different. For one - the POV changed from female to male. That really threw me... and then androids were introduced. What the?!? 

LOL - I was giggling the whole time I read the story and I had NO idea how I was supposed to rap it up. Hopefully I've done okay :)

Thank you so much to all the other carni members who participated in this Round Robin game. You are all very talented writers and I've had the best time working with you.

I really hope you enjoy what we've come up with. I've put the Round Robin story first, then added my original beneath it.

Happy reading everyone :)


ROUND ROBIN VERSION


   This party sucked!
   It wasn't that the music was bad. It was actually awesome, pumping through the house with that loud thump that vibrated up your body. I loved that feeling.
   It wasn't that the people were bad. A bunch of my school friends were here and I had spent the last half hour waving and smiling at each of them.
   It wasn't that it was lame. This was one of those, ‘The parents are away! Let's break all the rules!’ kinda parties. The teenagers filling this house were on a liberty high. I could tell that things were going to get wild by the end of the night. Wild and probably very entertaining.
   I looked at the front door with a grimace.
   It was probably too late to make a getaway. Then again, I'd made my appearance, so maybe I could get away with sneaking out. If anyone at school asked me on Monday, obviously I'd been there and could just pretend they'd missed me. The party scene wasn't really my style, though if someone handed me that joint I smelled earlier, I might just have to participate.
   I glanced at the front door again, slyly taking a few steps toward the exit. Just then, the door opened and SHE walked in.
   I froze and cursed under my breath. I knew I should have left earlier. What the hell was she doing here? This was so far beyond her normal scene. I thought for one night I could escape from thoughts of her. The girl I loved. The girl I hated. The girl who left me. My eyes traced along the length of her long legs to the ragged hem of the mini skirt that barely covered the tops of her thighs. The black tank she wore was tight and accented every curve of her luscious body. She'd never worn anything like that the whole time we were together.
   That she was an android was the only thing that saved me in the early beer-soaked hours of the morning when I thought about her. I could tell myself it wasn't really me, that it was her wiring, that it was her programming. That was until the evil voice in my head whispered that even a robot didn't want me. I looked at her legs in her micro-mini and tried to imagine her as just a tower of complicated electronics, with a human covering, except I knew she wasn't,and it didn't help anyway. I knew just what she was capable of when we had been together.
   Thinking about our time together reminds me of the very vivid dreams I began having right after we started dating.  They were bizarre because of their realness, and because they always starred this android's human clone, the person from whom she'd been built to resemble.  
   The law says every adroid must have a human clone and a wealthy family willing to accept financial responsibility for its actions.  There are other laws about the criteria for having an adroid built from your likeness, and they are tragic at best.  You have to have met a premature death or be horrifically disabled from a traumatic accident.  
   Damn salesmen!  I, like most people, hated the companies that prayed on these tragedies.  They swooped in quickly and sold their high-dollar droids by convincing the grieving parents they could bring their children back.  Fill a void that was never meant to be filled.  The whole agreement was unnatural and reeked of desperation.
    “Wanna dance?” a soft voice asked.
   I’d been too distracted by the hot android to notice I hadn’t yet made my escape. My eyes lifted and met with a pair of baby blues...that looked exactly like hers. My knees weakened as my focus shot to the android and then back to the girl asking me to dance. It couldn’t be! It wasn’t possible! Had she really not died? My hands shot out to her arms as I feared she wasn’t real, a ghost. Shock lodged in my throat as my fingers curled around a pair of warm arms. “Beth?”
   Beth frowned and her eyes, Beth’s eyes, dropped to my hands nervously. “No, I’m Caitlynn.”
   A strong hand, far stronger than any human's, took hold of me, turning me away from the girl next to me. Impossibly blue eyes, empty of empathy, stared back at me.
   "Hello, Bradley Simpson," she said in Beth's voice but without the softened inflection of a real person. The techs still sucked at making the bots sound right. "I have been looking for you."
   As I tried to pull away, Caitlynn slid her hand up my back, something sharp pricking my skin. "I'm sorry," she whispered. "But you need to come with us."
   "Not tonight, ladies," I smirked. "I'm immune to Nightdust."
   I pulled my lucky magnet from my pocket and slammed it on Beth's forehead. She wobbled back then collapsed to the floor. It wouldn't be long before her Restart procedure was complete.
   I would have raced out the door only the android had me in an extremely strong grip.  Her fingers encircled my wrist.  It felt like the bone would snap at any second.  She said, "You have to come with us.  There is no choice.  You know once you are paired with someone it is forever."
   "What are you going to do to me?"  My voice shook a bit as Caitlynn recovered and grabbed my other arm.  "Are you going to kill me?"
   "Don't be ridiculous. If you die, we die.  Those are the rules."
   “We have someone we want you to meet,” Caitlynn said.
   The tugged on my arms and we walked out of the kitchen together arm in arm in arm.
   I won’t lie to you. Even with all the drinking and partying going on, even as late as it was, even though I had two gorgeous bots on my arms, I wasn’t too wasted to notice almost everyone in the house stopped and stared. At me. It was shocking. I’d been such a Boy Scout since the accident. I literally could not go there with another girl. Not after Beth. Dating just felt wrong. Hooks ups felt wrong. Nothing felt right.
   Caitlynn winked on our walk up the stairs. The music downstairs got louder. So loud I felt the beats in the soles of my shoes.
   Pulling me closer, she put her hand on the doorknob of the last door at the end of the hall. She pulled the door partway open and said with a smile, “Meet you... only better.”
   In that instant I couldn’t hear anything. I couldn’t see anything either...except my twin, standing in front of me, dressed exactly like me.
   I gazed down at Caitlynn, the image of my Beth then looked back to my twin. With a very slow smile, I nodded at each member of the room. Maybe this was the out I'd been looking for.
   My twin smiled and flicked his head towards the window. "It's time for you to leave now, Bradley. I'll take it from here."
   "What are you doing?"
   The two female androids grasped my arms in shocked displeasure.
   "You have no right to make these decisions." Caitlynn frowned.
   My android's eyes turned dark. A high-pitched squeal filled the room, making me wince. The two girls beside me dropped to the floor.
   My look alike placed a small remote back in his pocket and bent down to check the androids. "You don't have much time. You must go now. There is a car outside that will take you where you need to go."
   "Why are doing this for me?"
   "Because she told me to."
   "Who?"
   My twin's head tipped to the side, his eyes lighting with a small smile. "Beth."


ACTUAL VERSION (Ch 1 of Forbidden Territory)

   This party sucked!
   It wasn't that the music was bad. It was actually awesome, pumping through the house with that loud thump that vibrated up your body. I loved that feeling.
   It wasn't that the people were bad. A bunch of my school friends were here and I had spent the last half hour waving and smiling at each of them.
   It wasn't that it was lame. This was one of those, ‘The parents are away! Let's break all the rules!’ kinda parties. The teenagers filling this house were on a liberty high. I could tell that things were going to get wild by the end of the night. Wild and probably very entertaining.
   I looked at the front door with a grimace.
   There were two things bugging me... one was the fact the he had just arrived and the other was the fact the one person I needed to help me through this disaster was the one person I couldn't find.
Stupid Suzanne Feldman. If she hadn't invited Tom to the party, we wouldn't even be here. Lexy usually hated this kind of thing, but as soon as Tom said, "Well, that sounds delightful," in that posh pommy accent of his (he's too polite to respond any other way), she just HAD to come... and of course I just HAD to be her wingman... or winggirl. Whatever.
   I huffed.
   So much for wing-anything, my best friend had disappeared with none other than Tommy boy.

   We got separated in the dining room when I was pulled aside by Kenny to ask if ‘Sexy Lexy’ would be interested in a ride home.
   I rolled by eyes and slapped him on the shoulder as he passed me a cup of beer. "Kenny, I love you man, but get it into your head." I raised my fingers one at a time, listing each reason. "Lexy is not into you. Calling her Sexy Lexy is only damaging your chances. She's basically with Oxford now... and besides, she brought her car... and after the sheep incident last month, there's pretty much a snowball's chance in hell of me ever being able to drive it again."
   I frowned.
   "Who's Oxford?"
   "Really, Kenny?" I tipped my head and patted his shoulder. He was such an idiot. I looked at his sad confusion and relented with a sigh. "Tom, aka Oxford, is the British exchange student... from Oxford. In England."
   He still looked blank.
   "Oh come on, Kenny! He's been living at my place for weeks now! He comes to school with me every day! He's even come to a couple of our band practices. Are you blind?"
   The long-haired bass player let out a wistful sigh. "I only ever see Lexy."
   "You know you're pathetic, right?"
   He gave me one of his dopey smiles. I couldn't help adoring him.
   "Plenty of fish, mate. Just let that pretty little one go and you'll catch another." I followed my pointing finger and was surprised to find the pretty little fish was nowhere to be seen. Neither was Tom.
   I wandered into the lounge looking for the leggy brunette, sipping my beer and teetering on my stupid heels. Why we had convinced ourselves to dress up for this thing was beyond me. Lexy and I lived in normal clothes. We weren't huge fans of make up or skirts, but just occasionally we got a little nutty and tonight had been one of those nights. Lexy wanted to look pretty for Tom. She's been so giddy over the guy, I couldn't help getting excited too, so we donned our minis, I forsook my beloved Doc's for a pair of ridiculously high platforms, which admittedly made me as tall as Lexy, but also made me feel like a total idiot. Besides, she decided to wear heels too, so I was back to being ‘the short one’ again. I'd have done anything to be short at this moment. What was it about my ripped jeans, scuffed boots and Ramones T-shirt that made me feel so safe?
   I stood in the lounge, fluffing my mass of curls, not knowing what else to do with my spare hand. My finger caught on one of Lexy's hoop earrings.
   "Ow!"
   I rubbed my sore lobe and scanned the couches. They were strewn with teenage bodies, some looking more drunk than others. I saw Suzanne in the corner, wrapped within the arms of a sleazy looking creep in a leather jacket. He was rolling a cigarette as she whispered in his ear and giggled. I shook my head, wondering what had happened to the straight-A, goody-two-shoes who used to walk the halls with her nose in the air. She'd certainly taken a step down.
   With an irritated huff, I realised I couldn't see my bestie and was about to walk back through the dining room when the front door flew open, followed by a loud laugh.

   "Uch!" I shivered. The person I hated most in this world had just strolled inside with a perky blond beneath his arm.
   So he was the star winger on the rugby team. He scored more tries last season than ever before and held the school record. Big deal. The guy was a total dickhead... pus-brain, tosspot, moron, prick. Screwing up my nose, I ducked around the corner before he spotted me and continued with my list of insults. They were getting dirtier by the second. I had to find Lexy. I couldn't handle an entire party with cheating Rob here. He was supposed to be totally in love with me. Well, that's what I thought until I found him practically having sex with Lizzy McKay at the Valentine's dance. I swear if I hadn't walked in, they would have totally done the dirty on the floor of the music room... next to my Fender Stratocaster guitar case. The insult was too much to bear.
   I blinked at tears that rushed up, unbidden. Where was Lexy?! I took a large gulp of beer. I didn't actually like the stuff that much, but it was in my hand so I took another swig. It didn't make me feel any better.
   I continued my hunt down the hallway and stopped outside a closed bedroom door. They wouldn't, would they? Lexy wasn't like that. They weren't even really together yet, but she was pretty in love. I mean I'd never seen her like this before. But...
   I placed my hand on the knob and listened against the wood, but couldn't bring myself to believe that those moans belonged to the girl I'd been attached to since I was eight.
   Stepping back, I headed down the stairs to the rumpus room, thinking about how much things were changing. I liked Tom a lot. He was an awesome guy and I wanted Lexy to be with someone that cool. What she didn't know about him was the fact he was a thief. Not the smash and grab kind, but the subtle kind who came into your life and stole your best friend without even meaning to.

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Wednesday, June 6, 2012

What Would You Recommend?

I have to admit that I am a very selective and possibly quite narrow-minded reader. I like stories with a strong romantic element, but also filled with tension, drama and mystery.

I read other types of stories and do enjoy them, but I come back to the above criteria over and over.

So - when my sister-in-law asked me to recommend some books for her son, I was a little stumped!

It's quiet a lot of pressure recommending a book to be honest. Writing is so subjective. What I love you might find stupidly sappy, what you love I might find boring and lacking in emotion.

When you recommend a book to someone, what types of books do you go for?
What do you like to read?

By the way - I recommended the Alex Rider Books by Anthony Horowitz and the Gone Series by Michael Grant. Any other suggestions?

I love finding out what people are reading. I often ask in my blog posts. I have been recommended some great books over the past year. My reading list is getting a little ridiculous :)



Monday, June 4, 2012

So Many Things To Tell You!!!

Hey everyone :)

Welcome to the June addition of So Many Things To Tell You!!!

My May highlights were...


- Visiting a couple of the local high schools and talking to their book clubs and classes of students. They were very responsive and positive, asking great questions and showing such enthusiasm. A couple of weeks later I found out some of the teachers were reading Golden Blood aloud to their students as a shared class novel. That totally made my day!!

- Brenda and I put together a little LIKE-athon to promote our new Mica & Lexy Series Faceboook Page. We got a great response and were able to giveaway some really fun prizes.

- I also put together a book trailer for Forbidden Territory, which I absolutely love doing.

- The last big highlight for May was participating in the Taste Test Blog Tour. It was so fun highlighting all the authors involved and once again being able to hand out some really fun prizes :)

So what does June hold for me?


- Well it started out with my birthday present - a writing weekend away. I stayed at a hotel in town for two nights and wrote my little butt off. I managed to get through about 30,000 words of Betwixt. I'm feeling pretty shattered now, but it was worth it :)

- I also had the very cool opportunity of selling books with my friend T. G. Ayer at the NZ unCONventional Sci Fi and Fantasy convention. It was really cool meeting new people and making connections. We chatted with Trudi Canavan for a while too. She is such a sweet heart... and makes really great hot chocolate!!

- Next weekend I have a planning day with Brenda, so we can map out our next Mica & Lexy book - Forbidden Waters. I'm really looking forward to hanging out with her for the day. Writing with my bestie has to be one of my favourite things to do!!

- Later on in June I am going to be speaking to the Auckland Chapter of the School Librarians Association. They want me to talk about digital publishing and my experiences with that. I'm a little nervous, but I'm sure I'll be fine once I get talking :)

So - that's me for now.
What have you been up to?


Thursday, May 31, 2012

YA Indie Carnival - Listopia Demystified

YA writers and bloggers unite each week to share their thoughts on what it's like going indie in today's publishing world.


It's funny that we are talking about Listopia today. I just spent a few minutes yesterday explaining what it was to someone. If you don't know - Listopia is a range of lists created on Goodreads. It helps readers browse for books in a specific genre or style. It's a very cool asset for both readers and writers.


I think Listopia is awesome. It's a great way to stumble across books you've never heard of before. It's also a great way to promote authors or books you think are fantastic.


When I was browsing in prep for this post, I was delighted to find Golden Blood has been added to "Most Eye Catching Cover of 2012"!! Wohoo!!! It totally made my day because I stressed over the cover for HOURS and to have it make a list like that was such a buzz :) All the work and effort we put in has paid off. (It's currently sitting on #91, so if you like my cover and want to vote for me - feel free :))


So - what lists do I look for if I'm browsing and what lists do I want my books on?


To be honest - those answers are probably the same.
I love YA Romance - so anything along those lines is pretty cool. I also look at the yearly release lists so I can keep an eye on what's coming up.


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The Taste Test Blog Tour Winners!!

Hey everyone!!

It is might great pleasure to announce the winners of the Taste Test Blog Tour.

Thank you so much to everyone who entered and supported our little tour. It was so cool to have you visiting our blogs and getting to know us a little better.

And without further ado... here are the winners!!


  • Claire Frith won the CJ Duggan Prize Pack
  • Tejasvini Rao won the Michelle A Hansen Prize Pack
  • Demitra Giote won the Nolia McCarty Prize Pack
  • Emma won the Brenda Howson Prize Pack
  • Merisha Henderson-Abbott won the LM Preston Prize Pack
  • Alexandra Louk won my prize pack :)


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  • Barbara Kerr won the Grand Prize!!


So excited for all the winners. We really hope you enjoy your prizes :)

Happy reading everyone!

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Melissa Pearl, Author of Forbidden Territory

Today is the final day of the tour. I have so enjoyed learning more about these awesome authors and sharing in the fun. I hope you have too.

I am the final author to share my bit, so today I thought I'd give you a little bio then tell you what I love so much about writing.


I have loved writing all my life. My imagination has always been on full alert and I have spent many days in a constant daydream as stories rush in and out of my brain. I never thought writing would be an option though. I'm not sure why, just the idea of becoming an author seemed so farfetched, I never really entertained it. At 23, my best friend, challenged me to write one of my stories. I started and couldn't stop. When I realized how much I loved it, I decided to take things a little more seriously and completed a two-year writing course plus read some excellent books on how to write good fiction. Ten years, and many manuscripts, later, I finally felt I had a story worth publishing.

Joining the indie writing movement and choosing to self-publish was a really hard decision, but I'm so glad I made it. I am loving every second of this ride. Sure, I find marketing really hard, but I am learning new things and meeting amazing people every day. I finally feel as though I'm doing what I was supposed to all along.

As obsessive as writing can be, I am lucky enough to have a very loving family who keeps my head out of the clouds. My gorgeous husband and two precious sons are the joy of my life. I love hanging out with them, playing with them and laughing at their hilarious antics. There is never a dull moment in my house, that's for sure!

I feel very blessed and privileged to be living this life. I know there are many challenges and triumphs ahead of me. Bring it on!

And what do I love about writing?

I love stepping into another world and acting out scenarios and dreaming up situations that I would never experience myself. I love getting emotionally drawn into my character's worlds, feeling what they feel and experiencing their heart ache, their hopes, and the anger and frustration that comes with each conflict.

Being able to create something from scratch is the best feeling in the world. I think reading can be an awesome escape from life's crappiness... and writing is the same for me. It is a break from reality... a chance to live a different life, if only for a short while.

To find out a few more nuggets about me and enter to win one of seven prize packs, please check out the links below.

Happy touring everyone :)







Tomorrow we will be announcing the winners and dishing out some very cool prizes. Wohoo!! Love that part :)